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  <description>&lt;font size=&quot;4&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;4&quot;&gt;&lt;u&gt;Title:&amp;nbsp;&lt;/u&gt;Lovers&amp;nbsp;Or Brothers?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Author: &lt;/u&gt;misssmith00&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Rating:&amp;nbsp;&lt;/u&gt;PG-13&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Pairing:&lt;/u&gt; Ryan Ross/ William Beckett&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;POV:&lt;/u&gt; William&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Summary:&lt;/u&gt; Lovers or Brothers? Maybe both?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/u&gt;Not true&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Author Notes&lt;/u&gt;: Okay, right now its not, but in the near future it will be incest...so watch out!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; -Prolouge-&lt;br /&gt;My mother is a whore. What? She is! She slept with my father in Illinois, and got pregnant.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That was when she had me, William Beckett. After I was born, my mother, the hooker, left me to live with my father, while she moved to Las Vegas, Nevada.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Once again, she got pregnant, and had my brother Ryan Ross.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ryan and I look nothing alike. Except for our fine brown hair and lanky body figures from our mother.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We never really connected. I mean he is 15, living in Nevada, and I am 17 living in Illinois.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Our fathers have always been close friends, and still are. Where as my dear mother still has her &apos;job&apos;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I remember the last time I saw my dear brother (note sarcasm).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; -flashback- July 2004&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;4&quot;&gt;I was in Nevada with my dad, because it was time to visit my younger brother Ryan. It is so humid out here!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;4&quot;&gt;We finally reached the front door of a large white house. My father knocked on the door about 2 times and soon came the appearence of George, Ryan&apos;s dad.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;4&quot;&gt;Under George&apos;s arm was 12 year-old Ryan, clinging to his father&apos;s leg. We entered the pine-fresh smelling house and went into the living-room.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;4&quot;&gt;Our dads chatted away about something I could care less about. Our dads soon left the room to go to the yard and &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;4&quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt;The other one was tall, chubby, had light brown hair, and piercing blue eyes. He was introduced as Spencer. Haha, Pete would laugh if he saw these kids!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They looked so innocent. Ryan was still very quiet. The other boys wouldn&apos;t shut up.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ryan was sitting under a tree writing in a notebook. I walked over to him to try and make conversation.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Me: So, how have you been doing?&quot; I asked. He just shrugged.&lt;br /&gt;Me: You can&apos;t ignore me forever! Im your brother for christs sake!&quot; I said angerily. SHIT! In his eyes I saw gentle tears forming in his hazel eyes, which were full of sadness.&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; -END-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/em&gt;But there was a time when Ryan and I got along.&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;strong&gt;-Flashback- June 2000&lt;br /&gt;Ryan and I were playing in the sand-box at the park where I lived. Making sandcastles, and playing with transformers.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ryan: William, are we friends?&lt;br /&gt;Me: Of course Ryan! Forever and always!&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; -End-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;We both smiled and continued playing in the sand, Those are the memories with my brother I like to remeber.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I haven&apos;t talked to Ryan since 2005, when our dads forced us to talk. He might have said three sentences. Which involved the &apos;hello, hold on, gotta go&apos;. Ryan has been a prick to me since he was 12. I don&apos;t understand why my brother hates me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have done nothing to offend him! I have always been nice to my brother!&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Pete always says he is a shy person. Shy people even say more than two sentences to their brothers.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Maybe he thinks im weird. Or maybe he just hates me for some odd reason.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; Okay, this was the prologe.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;look at the back-yard.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;4&quot;&gt;Finally my silent-spoken brother said something.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;4&quot;&gt;Ryan: Um...do you want to go meet my friends?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;4&quot;&gt;Me: Sure.&quot; I smiled and followed him to the suburbean park. At least he talked to me. At the park were two boys that looked about Ryan&apos;s age.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;4&quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt;One was short with chocolate brown eyes, black hair, braces, freckles, and glasses. He was introduced as Brendon.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The other one was tall, chubby, had light brown hair, and piercing blue eyes. He was introduced as Spencer.Haha, Pete would laugh if he was saw these kids.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They looked so innocent. Ryan was still very quiet. The other boys wouldn&apos;t shut up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ryan was sitting under a tree writing something in a notebook. I walked over&amp;nbsp;to him to try and make conversation.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Me: So how have you been?&quot; I asked. He jsut shrugged&lt;br /&gt;me: You can&apos;t ignore me forver! Your my brother for christs sake!&quot; I said angerily. SHIT! I looked into his eyes and saw tears forming in his hazel eyes, which were filled with sadness.&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;-End-&lt;br /&gt;But there were times when we got along.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; -Flashback June 2000-&lt;br /&gt;Ryan and I were playing in the sandbox at the park which was close to my house. We were making sand castles and playing with transformers.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ryan: William, are we friends?&lt;br /&gt;Me: Of course Ryan! Forever and always.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We continued smiling and playing in the sand.box. Those were the memories of a good relationship I had with my bro.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/em&gt;I haven&apos;t talked to Ryan since 2005, in which our fathers made us talk on the phone. He might have said three sentences which included the&amp;nbsp; &apos;hello, hold on, goodbye&apos; parts.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ryan has been a prick to me ever since he was 12. I don&apos;t understand why my brother hates me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have done nothing to offend him! I have always been nice to Ryan.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Pete says he is just a shy person. Shy people say more than 2 sentences to their brothers when they see them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Maybe he thinks im weird or something.&lt;br /&gt;Or Maybe he just really hates me.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;4&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;4&quot;&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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